Sunday Sayings – “Home, Ship, Home”

If you want to live on the edge of life, you need to be flexible.”
~ Kim Novak

“I just can’t do it! I can’t,” he implored. Manfred was clearly beside himself.

Holly paused to let the tension digest before replying, “Can’t you negotiate with him, Mannie?“

Manfred looked sad, then stubbornly fixed his jaw, explaining, “No, I just can’t go back. It won’t work.“

Holly decided Manfred wasn’t going to budge. It was hard to understand why he was fixated on quitting the job he’d started just a week or two before. After all, working in a food truck was good work experience for an unskilled youth, even if the Manager had abused him and rostered him to work long hours at the weekends.

Holly quietly suspected that if Manfred quit this job, he’d find it difficult to survive and worse still, he’d lose the routine and direction he sorely needed in his life. Teenage boys with time on their hands tended to create trouble; something Holly had witnessed when her own brothers were growing up.

“So, ah – what’s your plan now?” she ventured, after letting the silence hang for a minute.

“Well, I’ve been thinking about doing some busking or street entertainment, so I can start a business of my own, Manfred began enthusiastically. I have this idea to remodel shipping containers as cheap accommodation. They’re portable, readily available and almost everyone wants one.”

“A business, hey? You could call it, Home, Ship, Home,“ Holly joked.

Manfred’s face lit up, which gave Holly a warm feeling inside.

Since meeting Manfred on the park bench some months before, she’d grown to like his confidence and enthusiasm. He’d charmed her with easy conversation and a good dose of charisma, but she knew he was dangerously impulsive. And that she thought was worrisome.

After their usual promises to meet again the following week, they parted ways. Holly back to her family in the suburbs, and Manfred to who knows where. Holly wondered where he’d sleep that night. He had explained several times that it was often safer for him to walk the streets at night and then ‘crash’ in the park, once daylight came. On those nights, he’d confessed to using certain things to help him cope with his inner demons. Holly decided she’d have to convince him to get some better help when they met up again.

While idly washing the dishes from Mum’s casserole dinner, with the 6 o’clock news chattering in the background, Holly’s legs suddenly collapsed under her.

“The unidentified man fell from the City Bridge in a daring stunt gone wrong,” the TV droned.

After Holly’s head hit the floor, and she came ‘to,’ again, it was easy to dismiss the news story. Surely, she’d see Manfred’s smiling face again, at the end of the week.

The week dragged by ever so slowly. When 5 o’clock Friday came, she rushed to the City Bridge anxiously looking for Manfred’s slouching figure on the bench seat where they always met. She was sure he would be waiting for her, as he always did, in their usual spot.

But the bench seat was empty. Holly sat down and waited. 5.15pm passed, then 5.30. By 6pm, she could no longer ignore the sense of despair mixed with utter hopelessness that blinded every minute that passed. Was Manfred really gone?

With trepidation, Holly peered over the police tape that cordoned the City Bridge’s narrow railing and reached for a gum wrapper she suspected someone had absent-mindedly twisted around a wire in the fence. Her heart broke as she read the words scrawled thereon in scratchy ink: “Home, ship Home.”

Something different for Sunday Sayings this week

Appreciate and treasure the moments with others.

There isn’t always a second chance.

“The things which are most important don’t always scream the loudest” – Bob Hawke